moving = living

Saturday, July 28, 2018


             Last week I went to the Tennessee Aquarium, and looking into the salt water tanks and watching the schools of fish, the sharks sea turtles, and stingrays swim by, I overheard a conversation between a father and his son. The father was describing how (certain types of) sharks had to keep swimming in order to live. Their whole lives and they never still... How wild is that? Sharks physically have to keep moving in order to live. If they're not moving, they can't produce oxygen.

            I kept going back to that idea, and I very quickly began to find a lot of symbolism in it. And I fully believe that if you look hard enough, God leaves us knowledge and advice to equip us, and not only in prayer and the bible, but guidance that can be found within his creations. It reminds us that if we're not moving: growing, changing, or evolving, then how could we possibly be living out our lives to the fullest?

            Keep going, keep moving forward. Even if you're scared. There's always room to grow and there's always new and exciting places around the corner. We weren't made to stand still. God created a far better legacy for us.

             Sometimes I let fear immobilize me, but real talk: you're never gonna grow inside your comfort zone. I think we sometimes have this fear of being defined by our failures. But in all honesty, I've discovered that we're defined by our actions, by our character, by our story, and failure is a part of that journey. And then sometimes it's not even about fear, it's about settling. Sometimes I just get used to things and before I know it, time is passing and I really didn't grow during that time. Carry that reminder, to always seek opportunities for growth. Don't let your goals and passions become a concept for the someday. Do something today, move today.

So remember, just keep swimming and moving = living.

With love, S.

morning rituals

Monday, July 23, 2018


            Hello friends! Today I wanted to talk about morning rituals. I'm a total morning person, but I only truly love mornings when I feel energized and I have the opportunity to be productive. Morning rituals for me are all about finding positive energy to ignite the day, setting intentions so I can better seek out my goals, as well as engaging with my mind and body.

            There is nothing I dislike more than a rushed morning, I always find that it tends to leave me feel anxious the rest of the day. I feel like all the speed bumps and stumbling blocks of being an introvert are brought out, too. I'm kind of left with a pit in my stomach the rest of the day, kind of like how you feel when you're late for a deadline.

            Ultimately when I engage in this morning ritual, I also find that I am so much more motivated to actually seek out opportunities to accomplish my goals and I just have a better day in general. I'm more carefree with the daily stressors that life brings me, I'm more optimistic and inspired.

MY MORNING RITUAL

  1. I hydrate with a glass of water.
  2. I open up the blinds and windows (if the weather is nice) to let in the natural light and fresh air, I also take this time to add essential oil to my diffuser.
  3. I tend to my plants.
  4. I make my bed (a clean space is a happy place).
  5. I meditate and use this time to set my intentions for the day and express gratitude.
  6. I stretch and do yoga while I either listen to a podcast or instrumental music.
  7. I brush my teeth, go through my skin care and beauty routine (again, usually while I listen to a podcast or music).
  8. I sit down with my bible and utilize this time to talk with Jesus.
  9. I attempt to eat breakfast...I'm really bad at eating breakfast and if I do eat it, it's usually quite small.

            I will say that most mornings, I don't accomplish every task on this list. And sometimes not even half on my work days. However, everyday I do make an effort to do as many of these as  I can. I find that the more that I do, the better day I have, and that makes me all the more motivated to do it again tomorrow.

            What are some things you like to include in your morning routine? I'd love to hear your answers in the comments below!

With love, S.

plant mom

Saturday, July 21, 2018


           Ever since I was a child, dreaming of my the home I'd have someday, I always wanted to fill it with books and plants. I can't think of any two things that are better for the soul. Maybe it's the day dreamer and the hippie in me. Maybe it's because I always remember those two things about the home I grew up in. 

            Early this morning, I got in my car and made a trip to a botanical wonderland and picked out two plants, grabbed some pots so they'd have a home, and some soil. I ended up picking a camille plant and a maiden hair fern. 


MEET MY NEW PLANTS

Camille

Dieffenbachia maculata
I call her: Camilla (Get it? Haha - I'm lame)

Maiden Hair Fern

Adiantum pubescens 
I call her: Lorelei



            The second I put these guys in my home, my mood was instantly lifted and it felt as if there was life to my space. Research tells me that Lorelei is going to be a bit high maintenance and to keep Camilla far away from my roommate's cats. Fingers crossed that I don't become a plant killer because I'm sure I'll grow into a full fledged plant serial killer. So if you have any love and advice or suggestions for good indoor plants to adopt, please comment below!

With love, S. 

one hundred things i'd rather hold than my phone

Thursday, July 19, 2018



            Something I have been really trying to do lately is to be more conscientious of how I spend my time. I only really got thinking about it when I was prompted to change my way of thinking. Instead of using the excuse that I simply did not have time to do something, I needed to be honest with myself: I simply was not making that thing a priority. And that was a real eye opener. It really causes you to sit and reevaluate your self and how you choose to spend your time.

            Following that, I stumbled upon this exercise, writing a list of things I would rather hold in my hands than my phone. Of course, what is more important than this list, is being intentional in putting my phone away and choosing to live in the moment, or if I have to, bring meaning to that moment by finding something else to occupy my mind and hands. And with that being said, here are a hundred things I'd rather hold than my phone, and as I hope a hundred possibilities I can choose from the next time I reach for my phone out of boredom...


ONE HUNDRED THINGS I'D RATHER HOLD THAN MY PHONE

  1. the bible
  2. a hand written letter
  3. my camera
  4. a hand of someone I care about
  5. a kitten
  6. a stack of old family photos
  7. my favorite book
  8. someone's hair as I braid it
  9. a mug filled with coffee
  10. a plane ticket
  11. the steering wheel of my car
  12. a glass of ice water
  13. my guitar
  14. black nail polish
  15. a bouquet of flowers
  16. the comforter on my bed
  17. a devotional
  18. a new pack of sharpies
  19. the keys of a type writer
  20. a deck of cards
  21. concert tickets
  22. puzzle pieces
  23. weights to make my arms strong
  24. produce at a farmer's market
  25. a slice of pizza
  26. a psychology textbook
  27. a paint brush
  28. aquarium tickets
  29. my passport
  30. a coloring book
  31. Harry Potter book
  32. the keys of a piano
  33. stones on the beaches of Lake Superior
  34. the handle bars of my bike
  35. a honeysuckle flower
  36. a journal and pen
  37. a polaroid camera
  38. my yoga mat
  39. a postcard
  40. someone close while we talk for hours
  41. an iced coffee
  42. hands in prayer
  43. handwritten notes
  44. movie popcorn
  45. a list written on paper of adventures to go on
  46. a national geographic magazine
  47. embroidery thread
  48. my laptop as I settle down to write
  49. ballet slippers
  50. a planner
  51. a mug of hot chocolate
  52. my cross necklace
  53. a fortune cookie
  54. a potted plant
  55. a newborn baby
  56. a photograph I developed in a darkroom from film
  57. the reins of a horse's bridle
  58. a collection of photos from my trip to Spain
  59. a handmade gift
  60. a sushi menu
  61. a photo album
  62. a to do list
  63. my hands up in worship
  64. movie tickets
  65. a grocery list
  66. a film canister
  67. smores at a bonfire
  68. my favorite ring
  69. a venti sweetened passion tango iced tea from Starbucks
  70. my Friends DVDs
  71. tortilla chips and a bowl of queso
  72. a list of positive affirmations
  73. raindrops in the palm of my hand
  74. my wood burning tool
  75. a sunflower
  76. a library card
  77. a stack of my grandmother's recipes handwritten on scrap paper and index cards
  78. a candle and a match
  79. frosted animal crackers
  80. a sparkler
  81. a family scrapbook
  82. a glass of sweet tea
  83. a notebook full of outlines for a book I'm writing
  84. a pottery piece handmade by my grandmother
  85. the tiny hands of the kiddos I teach
  86. tacos
  87. clay I'm molding into something
  88. my essential oil bottles
  89. my suitcase
  90. my hammock, while I hunt for a place to hang it up
  91. the cross hanging in my rearview mirror
  92. hemp string as I make it into a bracelet
  93. a stack of books I'm buying from a local bookstore
  94. a peach
  95. a cookbook
  96. a plate of baked pita bread and hummus
  97. Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen
  98. my water bottle
  99. my gym membership card
  100. a sharpie while I doodle a tattoo on skin
With love, S.

dear photography...

Saturday, July 14, 2018


Dear Photography,

            Who would have thought that you would become my nearest and dearest companion. That I would take you everywhere with me. On every adventure, big and small, everyday of my life. You watched me grow up. You were there for me when I didn't even know that photography could be something more than beautiful, but embedded in me, a part of my very being. You were there in my childhood, when I didn't know how to appreciate such a connection. I never realized until many years later that you had a hold of me even then.

          One of my more vivid memories as a child was going canoeing with my family. I didn't know how to swim and I was overwhelmed with the fear that I'd manage to fall in. It wasn't until my dad handed me his old film camera, that I looked through the view finder and other else mattered. I know now that was the spark. Do you remember how awful the pictures were? Blurry, horribly composed...looking back, I have no idea what I was even aiming for half the time when I clicked the shutter.

            My entire life, I've been nothing short of a creative soul. As a child, I did everything under the sun that pertained to creating. I played make-believe, constructing my own little stories and universes, with the imagination of endless possibilities. I loved arts and crafts and I absolutely adored music. As I got older I began to read and write. I learned piano and guitar, and I loved to sing and dance. I did anything to share a bit of that rare beauty with the world.

            But it wasn't until you came along, Photography, that the world made perfect sense to me, that you and I were somehow meant to find each other. As I got older you became not just my way of looking at the world, but a way to hold onto it and an entirely new art form to fall in love with. My camera became a part of me and it never left my side. I set out to learn as much as I could about you and we ran wild.

            You became my obsession and it was because of you that I began to look at the world in a whole new way. You inspired me. You taught me to see beauty in everything, that it was all about perspective. I've gotten so many opportunities out of having you in my life. You've taught me to dream bigger and I thank you for that.

           And just so you know, it's just the beginning for us, my love. I already have great plans for us, just as I'm sure we will find something magnificent and unexpected around every corner. But if there's anything I know, Photography, is that you and I can do anything we set our hearts and minds to. And I don't think any of it would be possible without you, and I love you for that.


With love, S.   

things i'd rather be than pretty

Friday, July 13, 2018



            Today, I want to encourage you to grab a pen, sit down with a notebook and begin writing a list (you will soon learn that I am a huge fan of lists). I want you to write down a list of all the things you would rather be than pretty. We spend so much time obsessing over how we look. And while there's nothing wrong with dedicating some time to work on your appearance, I think too often we become concerned with this idea that we are defined by our appearance - to the point that other things aren't as important. And that just shouldn't be the case... I found this exercise, and I instantly fell in love with the idea. Every word I wrote down, I gave thought. Each word has power to me, and each word I hope to embody.

THINGS I'D RATHER BE THAN PRETTY

  brave
  nurturing
  conscientious
  smart
  empathetic

  humble
  ambitious
  devoted
  polite
  free-spirited
  kind
  self-disciplined
  captivating
  inspiring
  loyal
  philanthropic
  loving
  open-minded
  philosophical
  generous
  trustworthy
  funny
  engaging
  wise
  soulful
  driven
  adventurous
  well-read
  creative
  determined
  charitable
  thoughtful
  hard-working
  intuitive
  encouraging
  gracious

What are some things you would rather be than pretty?
I'd love to hear your ideas!

what makes me feel alive

Thursday, July 12, 2018


TRAVELING

            I think the happiest I've ever been was the summer I went to Córdoba, Spain. I've never felt so alive as I did flying over the Atlantic, walking through the cobbled streets of a European city, and trying the new foods and traditions. It was the first time I got to fulfill my wanderlust in a way I hadn't quite before. Although I love road trips and exploring around Tennessee and America, seeing a whole new culture was incomparable

SOULFUL CONVERSATIONS

            I absolutely adore those soulful, one on one conversations. The ones where you really get to see into the heart of another person. What sets their soul on fire. The way they think. What they dream about. I love it best when those conversations lead to Jesus.

PHOTOGRAPHY

            I really can't put into words how head over heels I am in love with photography. I love the versatility of the art form. How you can document and tell a story about the world or you can literally create a story. Or how you can play with the emotions of an image by the most subtle things or manipulate the photos through editing. I could sit in photoshop and lightroom for hours and never get bored of it.

ART

            I truly believe I feel the most alive when I'm creating. And I've fallen in love with so many forms of it ever since I was a child, if it had anything to do with dance, art, or music, I threw my whole self into it.

WRITING

            Out of everything that makes me feel alive (that and my relationship with Christ), writing is the most personal. It's the one thing I'm least likely to share with anyone. I feel like when I write, a part of my soul goes with it. And sharing it would be baring the most insecure bits of me. Getting to blog, while it is very personal, isn't nearly as hard as creative writing. I feel the bond I create with my characters, with their stories and the places I write about it. It's intense, and it's why not a lot of people know that I absolutely love writing.

GLORIFYING CHRIST

           Out of everything I hope to accomplish in my time on Earth, I hope to always live to worship Christ. To glorify God through my purpose. To mend the broken hearted, lead the blind, and be a voice to the voiceless. To live as Christ-like as I can each and every day. And I feel SO alive when I see Christ moving through my life. When I am open to HIS plan for me, I feel that his strength is unstoppable when I'm up against mountains and battles.


            Let me know in the comments below, what sets your soul on fire? What makes you feel alive? Did you feel a connection with anything I wrote about? I'd love to hear your answers!

With love, S. 

playlist no. 01 - praise

Wednesday, July 11, 2018


Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders
Let me walk upon the waters
Wherever You would call me
Take me deeper than my feet could ever wander
And my faith will be made stronger
In the presence of my Savior
- Oceans (Where Feet May Fail) by Hillsong United -


            One of the biggest ways I worship and connect to my God is through music. I wanted to share a few songs that make my heart swell. Songs I love to listen to in the car. Songs that instantly lift me out of a down mood. Songs that leave me deep in thought and covered in goosebumps. Songs that never fail to inspire me and remind me about the never-ending love of Christ. You can also check this playlist out on Spotify

      1. Behold (Then Sings My Soul) (Live) by Hillsong Worship
      2. So Will I (100 Billion X) by Hillsong United
      3. Oceans (Where Feet May Fail) by Hillsong United
      4. What A Beautiful Name by Hillsong Worship
      5. I Surrender (Live) by Hillsong Worship
      6. Transfiguration (Live) by Hillsong Worship
      7. You Make Me Brave by Amanda Cook
      8. Miracles by Alisa Turner
      9. Heal Our Land by Kari Jobe
      10. It is Finished by Matt Birkenfeld
      11. Tremble by Mosaic MSC
      12. Pieces By Steffany Gretzinger 

            I'm always on the hunt for new music to listen to. If you have any worship songs that resonate with this playlist, please feel free to share them below in the comments! 

With love, S.

thirty-five ways to practice self-love

Thursday, July 5, 2018





          I am a firm believer that self-love is one of the most important steps towards becoming the best version of yourself. To love your soul, mind, and body, the parts you like just as much as the parts you don't. Self love is an ongoing practice. It's not something you wake up with and suddenly have for the rest of your life, so I thought I'd share a list of ways to spark some self-love today...
  1. practice yoga and meditation
  2. sit and write in a coffee shop
  3. go outside and feed your lungs fresh air
  4. volunteer, it's a confidence booster and it opens your eyes to new experiences
  5. start a journal
  6. brighten someone's day
  7. eat as many fruits and vegetables as possible
  8. buy a plant or flowers for your living space
  9. put on an uplifting song and dance
  10. cook a new dish
  11. go to an art museum
  12. express gratitude
  13. unplug, put away your phone and electronics for a few hours
  14. read a book
  15. watch the sunrise or sunset
  16. go to sleep early, and get enough rest to wake up early, too
  17. drink a hot cup of tea or coffee, or water (cold)
  18. start your day off with stretching
  19. listen to a podcast or an audio book (try multi-tasking, while your driving, cooking, cleaning)
  20. do at least one thing that gets you closer to your goals
  21. declutter, minimize your space and throw away or donate as much as you can
  22. create a vision board
  23. go on a friendship date
  24. keep a notebook (a place to keep your ideas, your thoughts, to-do lists)
  25. get creative (the possibilities are endless: photography, music, painting, writing, cooking, crafting)
  26. work out, or try something new to shake up your routine (try only using your body, doing an outdoor work out, or attend a class)
  27. listen to an instrumental playlist (Deep Focus on Spotify is a good one)
  28. go on a drive (no destination, no plans, just drive)
  29. burn a candle or diffuse essential oil
  30. make a bucket list and start crossing things off
  31. surround yourself with positive energy and people
  32. treat yo self, take yourself on a date or stay in with good food an a movie
  33. read the scriptures or indulge in something spiritual that's close to your heart
  34. go to a farmer's market
  35. watch an old favorite film
With love, S.

how i memorize scripture

Wednesday, July 4, 2018

           My faith is my rock and it has remained my only constant. And for me, having scripture memorized is like wearing a suit of armor for whenever I may feel anxious or lost. As a part of being a Christ follower, I really like the idea of always having God's word with me - for example, I have a spare bible in my car, and a bible app on my phone, but sometimes even that doesn't equip me for every moment. Over the years, there have been many times I've felt overwhelmed when all I had to do was recite the word of God to myself and I found peace.

          When I find verses I'd like to memorize, I actually only do a few things. And it's so unbelievably simple, I'm surprised I haven't seen more people use this technique...

HOW I MEMORIZE SCRIPTURE


Step One: I GET TO KNOW THE WORD

          Personally, I will always pick a verse from a book or theme of the bible that I familiarize myself with first. I also try to wait for the verse to find me, because for whatever I am going through in my life, God has the answer and he will give it to me. Side note, I also learned in psychology, that context does help memorization. So when you have the backstory behind the verse, you can remember it better. It may take on infinite new meanings on how it applies to your life, but you know it's roots.

Step Two: I WRITE IT DOWN

          I always make sure to write the verse down on paper. I'll stick it on my mirror, my dashboard, anywhere I am a lot and will see it. I'll also save it to my notes app on my phone. That way I have a constant reminder.

Step Three: I TURN IT INTO A LONGGGGG ACRONYM

          Lastly, and this is the key part to how I memorize scripture, I'll take a pen and write down the first letter of every word from the verses I'm memorizing. Personally, I write it on the back of my hand, but paper works too. Every verse I've ever done this with, I've learned in a day - almost effortlessly. I like to keep at this technique for a few days, however, so I'm sure the verse is in my long term memory and I can recall it whenever I need it.

         Take James 1:27 for example...

 Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: 
to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep 
oneself from being polluted by the world.

         Like the picture above, I'll write on my hand RTGOFAAPAF... and so on. As I'm reciting the verse, I'll refer to these letters when I get stuck. And that is how I memorize scripture!

With love, S.

happiness is...

Tuesday, July 3, 2018



driving on back roads with no destination
beautiful sunrises and sunsets
the sound of rain and thunderstorms
eating delicious and healthy food
deep, soulful conversations over coffee
splurging at a farmer's market
climbing into bed with sore muscles from a work out
dancing around bonfires
going on photography adventures
friendship coffee dates
overfilling with writing ideas
exploring an art museum or gallery
sleeping in blankets warm from the dryer
sitting in my hammock in a forest
getting lost in a good book
cool and sunny autumn mornings
binge watching friends
random acts of kindness
holding hands with your favorite person
diffusing lemon essential oil
the smell and sight of fresh flowers
sleeping with the windows opened
changing into dry, warm clothes after getting out of the rain
the smell of freshly brewed coffee
digging into perfectly ripe fruit and vegetables
laughing until your stomach hurts
crossing things off a to-do list
wandering through a bookstore
exploring a new city


welcome to the sunflower collective

Sunday, July 1, 2018


          Hello there, I'm Sarah and welcome to my journey and a place for all the light I wish to share with the world.
    • I'm twenty four years old and an East Tennessee native who currently resides in Chattanooga. 
    • I am passionate about non toxic and natural living. I'm also new on my journey, so I'm still transitioning and finding new products and recipes to fill my home with.
    • I love learning about holistic wellness.
    • I am a Christian and with everything I do my primary goal is to glorify God.
    • So I suppose that makes me a Jesus loving hippie.
    • I'm an artist and a writer and I come from a family full of artists and writers.
    • I love photography, I learned about it through film as a teenager and I dream of having my own darkroom someday.
    • I am full of wanderlust but I'm also a homebody. I've only been out of America once, when I went to Córdoba, Spain, and the city absolutely captured my heart (and that's where I took that photo of a sunflower field).
    • I have a Bachelor's of Science degree in Psychology and I geek out over the subject.
    • I'm an INFJ and a true introvert.

          My wish for this blog is to be a place of soulful conversation, creativity, holistic wellness and truth seeking. If you've made this far, I hope you'll choose to stay to learn and cherish life with me.

With love, S.
       

       



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